But just because I hate it does not mean that it will not happen. I can mope and sulk all I wish to, but what little will that do? {If you said very little, then my golly, you are correct.} I still do it, though, just in case you were wondering. However, I am trying to stop feeling down due to things that I cannot change, due to things not being possible at the exact moment that I wish for them, due to plans, expectations, and "promises" falling through.  If I continue to stay hung up over those aforementioned things, then I will be down in the dumps a lot more than up in the sky, chock full of happiness.

There is a particular expectation that I am referring to. There is a particular thing that I was fervently looking forward to, yet it somehow fell through at the bat of an eye. Could I change what happened? Nope. Can anyone change the outcome? Not really. It was pretty inevitable. I was extremely bummed when I found out that what I was looking forward to would not be happening {and still am}, but I (at that exact time) tried to think about the reason said expectation fell through. I had to learn to be reasonable to save feelings from being hurt {mine and others}, and to try to keep myself from getting too bummed out. Crap happens. Life goes on. I'll eventually get what I was expecting and maybe more. Just, of course, not at the exact moment I wanted it. 

I guess the moral of this blubbering blog post is to say that sometimes we have to think with a reasonable mind and not get angry or sad at the jump of a bat. Sometimes, we need to look on the other end of a problem and see why something occurred. We need to learn to just embrace somethings that have happened and not get super upset when things do not go our way. I'm not sure if this post makes an ounce of sense, but I just needed to type my feelings out (somewhat). If you can understand what I am attempting to say here {harhar}, have you ever felt like this before?

Tune: My Foolish Heart by Jazmine Sullivan